What do you do when it seems everyone hates you? What do you do when your so down and depressed that nothing seems worth living for? Can you find not one person that matters enough that you can keep moving on? Is life really as bad as it seems? What would running away accomplish anyways? So what? Life ain't always perfect. Deal with it. See the knives? Turn away.. don't listen to the assholes who encourage you to do it. Throw them away. They're just temptation anyways. The pills? Well don't look at them and you won't know what you can do. Someone cares. Even if you don't realize it they care. Trust me. Someone would be hurt if you left the world. Grow up. The world doesn't revolve around you anymore. It never did. You were just too little to understand. I know. Life is cruel. It's reality. It's what you were given so deal with it. Quit all you whiny ass bitchiness. I don't need anymore drama. I've walked that path and learned the hard way. You can trust few people. And the ones you trust end up hurting you the most. I'm not going to cry if you walk away and forget who I am. Forget that I was your friend. Forget that you loved me. I don't care anymore. I won't wake up crying at night anymore or fall asleep wishing you were here. This is what love accomplishes. Nothing but pain and bitterness. I'm not going to lash out how I always did. That's over. I've changed and it's because of you. I love you and that wont change. Kind of funny. I know you realize it. Even if you say you won't watch me I know you do. I still watch you. Warily. I listen to everything you say. Your hurt. Nothing you say or do can hide that. I walk around like a zombie. A part of me is missing. I know I've tried to move on but it's hard. I couldn't have imagined how hard it would be. Why do I rant. Half the shit I say I aim at myself anyways. It's not like arguing with yourself really helps. People just think your insane.